I am a rape victim. I have PTSD and depression. I haven't made this blog for pity; I haven't made this blog for attention. I am here to share with you what it is like to be battling various mental problems on a daily basis. And venting my emotions onto here makes me feel at least a small bit better. Don't expect routine updates, and don't expect to ever find out who I am. I wish to remain anonymous so that I can share my story with the community, without the people that know me finding out who I am... and what I am. I warn you now, before you get into my blog: the content I post here may be triggering, and it may stir some deep emotions. -E.
I haven't posted on this blog much. I didn't think I needed to. I guess I was wrong. I cut pretty deep this time, and I plan to cut deeper. I don't see a point in continuing in this life any more, no one important will miss me anyway; people don't need broken tools in their workshop. They would be better off throwing them out instead of holding onto them, trying to fix them but just making it worse. This is likely the last time I'll write on this blog. Thank you to anyone who's read it. Perhaps I'll see you in the next life. This is goodbye.